Hi Mom, Just wanted to tell you I love you. Living a life with you was so difficult. Everything needs to be organized and perfect. You wanted us to do what you haven't achieve in your life. I wanted to tell you in this letter, what I can't voice out in real life. You are not us. I am not you. I cannot do your dreams. I cannot be who you are. I can't be perfect. I'm sorry if I am a disgrace to our family. I'm sorry if I'm not the perfect daughter you wanted to have. I'm sorry if your not satisfied with my appearance. I'm sorry if you think I'm ugly, even though I think that I'm beautiful in God's eyes. I'm so sorry if you can't introduce me to your friends. I'm sorry if I can't be like your colleagues daughters. If they were already working overseas, if they have nice car and house, if they have rich boyfriends. I'm sorry if I have my own dreams. I'm sorry if I will not be who they are. I wanted to be what I wanted